My life changing experience

You know when I was a little girl my grandma used to tell she could fix everything, believe or not she could. Now that she is gone my life has been a real life roller coaster and you really never know when the roller coaster is going to come to a stop. I can be at the the highlight of my life and then comes a twist and then downward hill of drama. Now most of the time I want to avoid drama if at all possible. I hate when someone just keeps on and on. My friends would probably describe me as one of the most wildest people to be around. When I am out with my friends I want nothing more than to just have fun at whatever cost that might be. Sometimes it isn't always a smart plan but at least I have fun. My friends would probably also say that I am an the least likely to settle down. But I really truly want to settle down. I really didn't realize it until the other day when my best friend whom I call my mom had a baby girl but needless to say that was also the day my grandma past away 4 years ago. The day my grandma past was a life changing event and then when my mom had a baby 4 years to the day later I had a life changing event happen also. I realized that I wanted to be as happy as she was. I never thought that anyone could come in my life and change it as both my grandma and best friend(mom) have had done. It is truly a wonderful experience to see someone that is truly a work of God and learn that after being told for pretty much my entire life that my grandma could fix everything she was really telling the truth because to fix things my grandma would just pray. Also to learn that to be love with someone and see that look between two people that complete each other is something that is very rare to see. I have actually saw that look on the day that my mom brought her baby girl in the world. When she and her husband looks at the baby and then at each other I see a true happiness. I also saw that look in my grandma's eyes when she would talk about God or look at her grandkids. Words cannot explain these looks nor a true happiness. I hope that everyone has a chance to experience this at least once. If you are blessed to see this look twice then maybe the world is trying to tell you something. At least I know it told me something.